let's start from here....

"i don't care where we go"
it's lyric from a song... i don't care where i go

無所謂
i don't care

isn't it always better to not care
like living on clouds... not a worry in the world
無所謂 誰可以真的作到?

let's start from here
無所謂
我可以 不要想太多明天
無所謂
where ever it is... it is

differences...

the differences between me and the rest...
i have tried.. i even stayed strong. tried to smile as i talked to them
but what i see facing me is also a fake smile
a face smiling back at me. almost twitching... it's not a real smile. real smiles don't twitch

how to communicate when the two minds are so different?
i can't get through...
and maybe that's how they feel too..
-----\\\\"we can't get through to her" is what they would say.

what should i do now?
nothing i do seem to please them... and everything i do is wrong
how can i make it right? i just want everything and everyone to be okay...

how do i communicate the difference?
how do i make the difference go away....

Silvia e Marco Wedding

me looking tired... gotten very sick from the ferry ride..


Angel and Mike were in the middle of a coversation?


The weather was suprisingly nice. too hot in fact. but a beautiful day for an island wedding.
they provided us with straw hats and fans... too bad we lost our straw hats somewhere during the wedding reception.
at least i have the pictures..

planning EURO trip!!!!

Arrive Naple on September 12th 2008.

9/13/08 - wedding

9/14/08 - we can relax and hang out on the coast of positano (beautiful beautiful place)

9/15-9/16 - then we move up to florence

9/16-9/17 - milan

9/18 - fly to eindhoven

perhaps hang out in holland for awhile, depending on what mike needs to do as far as work etc.

then get a car and drive through belgium, to france, around to germany and back to eindhoven.....?

昨天晚上的夢 一半是黑白的
好像沒有做過黑白的夢
夢裡面的我很害怕 好像我的世界就快要變灰色
但在視線的邊緣 還是有微弱的色彩

這個夢是代表什麼呢
他們說 有creativity 的人才會有彩色的夢
我快要沒有彩色的夢了嗎

一個人

一個人唱歌
很快的無趣

一個人喝酒
很快的醉了

恩

一個人還能做什麼了