Tuesday, December 30, 2008

let's start from here....

"i don't care where we go"
it's lyric from a song... i don't care where i go

無所謂
i don't care

isn't it always better to not care
like living on clouds... not a worry in the world
無所謂 誰可以真的作到?

let's start from here
無所謂
我可以 不要想太多明天
無所謂
where ever it is... it is

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

differences...

the differences between me and the rest...
i have tried.. i even stayed strong. tried to smile as i talked to them
but what i see facing me is also a fake smile
a face smiling back at me. almost twitching... it's not a real smile. real smiles don't twitch

how to communicate when the two minds are so different?
i can't get through...
and maybe that's how they feel too..
-----\\\\"we can't get through to her" is what they would say.

what should i do now?
nothing i do seem to please them... and everything i do is wrong
how can i make it right? i just want everything and everyone to be okay...

how do i communicate the difference?
how do i make the difference go away....